Walking The Thin Man

In May 2005, I learned that I had developed amyloidosis, a rare protein folding disease. This is my story.

Wednesday, June 29, 2005

Bloated and Medicated

What started as a half-day of stem-cell extraction ended up to be a full day of bed rest. While the doctors were successful in extracting another 4.9 million stem cells, the procedure does insert a lot of fluid into your system. I am now 7 pounds heavier than when I started this week.

The fluid is being stored all over my body, but mostly in my stomach, causing bloating and an uncomfortable feeling. Three days of nausea and lethargy has started to make me moody and very irritable.

I was scheduled to have the rest of the week off, but due to these issues I am scheduled for appointments on Thursday and Friday to see if they can get this fluid out of my system. I am still on for my first round of chemotherapy on Tuesday.

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Stem Cell Extraction

Today was not unlike yesterday -- minus the nausea thankfully.

If you remember over the weekend, I received growth factor shots which caused these cells to multiply like mad. Today, the nurses removed a portion of the excess stem cells and white blood cells that were created over the last few days. These cells will be frozen and given back to me after my chemotherapy.

You need to collect approximently 7.5 million stem cells to go forward with the procedure. Luckily, my bone marrow reacted very positively to the "g-shots". They were able to collect 14.6 million stem cells just during today's extraction. Because of the high response I do not have to take any more growth factor shots, and I only have to do a half-day of stem cell extraction tomorrow.

Tough Day

Yesterday was not fun. I completed the plasma extraction and received a third round of growth factors. The bone pain in my legs and hips was unbearable, and started to cause uncontrollable nausea.

Believe it or not, this is a normal response. My body is reacting very positively to the growth factors, and the stronger the response, the more side effects you can get. My white blood cell count is now over 75 times above normal. My body feels like it is on overdrive.

Now that I've created all of these cells, they will start collecting them through the same machine today. This process takes about 5 hours. At the end of the procedure they will count the stem cells collected, and it they don't have enough for the reinsertion, they will collect some more tomorrow.

Monday, June 27, 2005

A Picture Share!

Plasma Extraction

It's been a rough weekend. The neupogen shots are kicking in, which is causing bone pain through my legs and hips. It is uncomfortable but bearable.

While the pain varies in intensity throughout the day, it seems to be worst at night. Last night the pain had spread into my head and back, making it impossible to sleep.

Because of my high lipid count, they are putting me on a machine that removes my blood and filters out the plasma. This procedure takes about 3 hours.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

Weekend Shots

No rest for the weekend - I've been scheduled for some neupogen shots today and tomorrow. The first one was earlier this afternoon, and the second one is scheduled for tomorrow morning.

Here's a little science. Neupogen, or what my stepmother jokingly refers to as "the $3,000 shot", is a human granulocyte colony stimulating factor (G-CSF). Essentially, it's a DNA-engineered drug that causes your body to start making many, many white blood cells. These blood cells are then collected and stored for reinsertion after the chemotherapy. I will get the shots now to assist with collection, then after the stem cell transplant to boost up the new reinforcements.

Common side-effects with this drug are bone pain all over your body, as your bones will 'burst at the seams' with white blood cells. It has been 3 hours, and I'm not having any problems so far.

I found this article online about the challenges of a 52 year-old doctor with primary amyloidosis that you might find interesting. It discusses Neupogen and the major role stem-cell transplants have in battling this disease.

Friday, June 24, 2005

No, those aren't egg whites

Here I am getting some albumin intravenously through the catherer. It is necessary as my kidneys are leaking too much of it out of my system. I was surprised to learn that this albumin is man-made.

It's not painful at all, but you could die of boredom waiting for it to finish.

Stopping the Edema

I'm scheduled to start receiving growth control factors tomorrow, which is said to put 10 to 15 pounds on a patient. As I am already a few pounds heavier due to the edema, the doctors will continue to be aggressive with it. Right now I'm in a treatment room, waiting for some more diaretics to given intraveneously through my new catheter.

That's the theme when you are here... Wait, then wait some more. It's important to bring books or something to pass the time.

Second Home

For most of my treatment, I will be making daily visits to the third floor of the Preston Building at Boston Medical Center. This wing deals solely with patients who have cancer or blood disorders.

With each visit I try to make myself feel more comfortable here, as it will be my second home as I battle this disease. Even years after I go into remission, I will still need to come here for checkups.

The staff on this floor is not very large, so it is becoming easy to remember names and recognize familar faces. I am also meeting other amyloid patients who are already going through the same treatment as me. It's not unlike being in grade school, being forced to listen to the teachers and making friends with your classmates. But this is a class I will be very happy to graduate from.

Thursday, June 23, 2005

Apartment Found

After an exhaustive and fruitless search for an apartment in the South End, I ended up taking a furnished apartment in the Back Bay. Not an ideal location, but it's now one thing I no longer have to worry about.

A Picture Share!

Here's my catheter. Notice there are two lines. No, it's not a hot and cold tap. :-) I'll explain more next week.

Second Day: Catheter Placement

To assist with the stem cell collection process and million other injections that I will receive over the next few months, I had a catheter inserted into my chest today. The catheter is inserted into a vein right below my collarbone, which is then threaded up, around and into the major vein in my heart.

The procedure wasn't too bad. But perhaps that was because I was doped up on Valium and morphine. After they drugged me up, they gave me a local anesthestic (which was the most painful part). I didn't feel anything else. It was done and over in less than 2 hours.

I've got 3 insicisions in my chest which are pretty sore, as they had to cut through muscle and tissue to get to the vein. But as long as I take large doses of Tylenol the pain should be manageable.

The doctor has me in tomorrow for some intravenous diaretics, as I will need to get my edema under control before I receive the growth factors this weekend.

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

First Day

Thanks to everyone for your comments and e-mails giving me support. I'm sorry if I can't get back to you right away, as it has been quite a week...

Today was my first offical day at BUSM in preparation for my treatment. The main purpose of my visit today was the perform blood work and to make sure that "all systems are go" for the transplant.

Aside from a problem with a high triglyceride count and my edema I am healthy and ready to start. The doctors are positive that I will make it through the treatment without too many issues.

Now tomorrow will be fun -- I get to wake up at 5am to get a catherer installed in my chest.

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

A Picture Share!

Feeling better today. Last day of freedom before treatment begins.

Monday, June 20, 2005

Complications

A couple of snags. I believe that the combination of drugs I have been taking has pushed my blood pressure (which naturally runs low) even lower, which is causing me to be light-headed and fatigued. In addition, all of the bedrest has moved the edema back into my midsection, causing bloating and some abdominal pain.

The last three mornings have been hell. For some reason, I seem to feel better as the day progresses.

I'm really hoping that the BUSM will do something to neutralize these issues when I start my pre-treatment checkups on Wednesday.

My mother has arrived from New York, and we are staying at the Best Western Roundhouse Suites in Roxbury. We are staying there indefinitely until we find a short-term housing solution in the South End.

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Housing Search

With the start of treatment just three days away and no solution as to where I'm going to live, I have shifted my focus to finding short-term housing. The goal would be to live in one for three months, then move to a less expensive apartment up north when I am able.

If anyone knows of any short-term housing solutions in/near the South End, I would love to hear from you.

Sleepy Weekend

Much to my protest, I have been started on 10mg of Lexapro to deal with general anxiety and depression during the treatment. I'm on Day 4 of this medication, and I am now in a state of constant fatigue. I slept on and off for 11 hours last night, and I feel like going back to sleep this afternoon.

Typically when starting or stopping most anti-depression medications, there is a period of a few weeks where your body experiences a few side effects as it adjusts to the drug. I was expecting to feel a little tired, but not to be debilitated like I am today.

Friday, June 17, 2005

Site Syndication

For those who are techno-savvy with newsreaders, I am syndicating my website in ATOM format via the following address:

http://fazzone.blogspot.com/atom.xml

For those who know what I am talking about, now you know. For those who don't, carry on :)

The Apartment Search

Happy Friday everyone. Not that I can tell the days apart anymore. Five days until I sign into BUMC for treatment.

All of my Boston friends know that it has been unseasonably cool the last few days, which has forced us to go from bathing suits to spring jackets. As much as you all miss the heat, I've been very happy as the cool air has reduced the swelling in my legs and feet. I've actually been mobile for the last two days. I'm enjoying it while it lasts.

RANT: Boston rental agents. I haven't had good luck with any of them. Some of them have hung up on me, others have been very rude. I tell you it's an agent's market in the South End. Let me tell you about the experience I had with Christian from NexGen Realty. Yesterday, I called Chris about an apartment listing, and he replied that the one I wanted wasn't available, but there was another one available he wanted to show me. We agreed to meet on the corner at 3:30 that afternoon.

So, I drive into Boston from Malden at 3:30, and I call him to let him know that I have arrived and found parking. He answers and gives me a dumb laugh. "No, we're not scheduled to meet until 5:30... sorry, can you still make it?" Well, I had no choice, so I said yes. Frustrated and angry, I found a spot to park on Tremont. I knew that I would have to stay in town as I would never be able to get out and in during rush hour.

So, being a "let's make lemonade out of the lemons that life gives you" kind of person, I take the opportunity to explore the South End and check out other rental agencies in the area. I happened to come across one and actually got to look at an apartment. It was nice but had a tiny, metal spiral staircase that looked at me and said "Just try to use me while you are sick". But I digress.

Back to our friend Chris. So, after waiting two hours, I walk back to the corner where we agreed to meet. At 5:35pm, I give him a ring. Our conversation sort of went like this:


Him: I'm two minutes away... can you drive to the apartment (dumb laugh)
Me: Well, I've parked my car and put 2 hours worth of quarters in... I'd rather not move it.
Him: No problem about the quarters... I'll reimburse you.
Me: Can't we take your car to the apartment?
Him: Um, sorry, my car's in the shop, so I would be able to do that (dumb laugh)
Me: (Angry) Well how will I get there? I don't even know where it is.
Him: Wait there. I'll be in two minutes. (dumb laugh)

He hangs up. So here I am pacing the corner of Mass. Ave and Tremont Street, waiting for the guy to show up. I'm trying to act cool, although I feel like a drug dealer as I pace back and forth. About seven minutes pass, and no sign of Chris. So I did what I did what most sane people would do it this situation: give up and go home. I started to walk to my car. About one block away I get a phone call. It was Chris.

Him: Hi, it's Chris. Where are you?
Me: (looking back at the corner, not seeing anyone) I'm here... where are you?
Him: I'm back at the office.
Me: (confused) Where's your office?
Him: 1243 Commonwealth Ave.
Me: (now utterly confused) You said to meet you at the corner of Tremont Street and Mass. Ave?!?
Him: Um, sorry, don't move, I'll be there in two minutes (dumb laugh)
Me: I'll tell you what, Chris. Never mind, don't worry about it (click)
And so I walk to my car and leave. This guy attempts to call me several times. As I hit 93 and I'm finally headed home in rush-hour traffic, I get an SMS:

wicked sorry tony. All brand new unit to show u. Please call me back.

So, that was my afternoon yesterday.

I do want to say they not every rental agent has been evil. I want to give props to Rene Rodriguez of Cabot & Co. who has been very diligent and been trying to find me an apartment to meet my needs. Thank you for your effort Rene.

Thursday, June 16, 2005

BCBS Approves Transplant

I received news from BUMC this morning that my insurance company has approved payment of my stem-cell transplant(s). This is excellent news from a financial perspective, as these things are not cheap (over $80,000 a pop I hear). This has removed a sizable burden off of my shoulders.

The goal for any patient prior to chemotherapy is to remain as strong and healthy as possible. During chemotherapy, especially at the high doses I will be taking, takes a huge toll on the body. I would advise other patients in my situation to seek help through psychotherapy and/or medication to reduce the large amount of stress that you are feeling ASAP, as stress can completely cause physical harm to your body.

Apartment

The apartment offer that I was banking on fell through last night -- the landlord gave it to another couple. Back to square one.

So much for catching up on some much need sleep this morning. :)

Tuesday, June 14, 2005

My Best Monty Python Imitation



Yes, amazing simularity.

This is peripheral edema. I've developed what appears to be heat / allergic reactions all over my feet. The edema runs up my legs to my waist. It is not health-threatening at this stage, but all of that fluid makes it difficult to walk. Putting on my shoes is now very difficult. When I move from room to room, it's more like a waddle.

A friend of mine referred me to a good attorney to get some vital legal documents drawn. Although I expect to survive treatment, you always have to prepare for the worst.

I'm making the following legal documents in preparation for my treatment:

  • Health Care Proxy: This appoints someone to make health decisions for me in the event I am unable / not fit to do so.
  • Living Will: Also called a 'medical directive'. Discusses in detail the types of actions doctors will take it my behalf under a number of different conditions. We all know what happens when you are sick and you don't have one.
  • Will: Division of your estate in case I die during or after treatment. Estate division without an active will can be messy and expensive.
  • Power of Attorney: This will allow me to designate a person/people to make legal decisions for me, or act of my behalf. This can mean anything from signing a check to writing a loan in my name. I'm getting one just in case I have some business issues that I cannot attend to during my treatment.

Apartments

A big thank you to all of you who sent me leads on apartments in the South End. Hopefully I'll get a chance to follow up on them this week.

Because of my treatment, I need to move relatively close to the BUSM in case of an emergency. I have chosen the South End due to its location, and access to stores and transportation. Unfortunately, I need to find a place and be moved in by the July 4th weekend.

I placed an offer on an apartment, but I won't know if I'll get it until Wednesday night the earliest. This is too close for my comfort, so I will be checking out other places just in case.

If not, I will get temporary housing for 3-6 months. It is very expensive, but I may not have a choice.

Monday, June 13, 2005

Medication Update

Up to three medications now, yippee.

During the last few weeks my cholesterol and triglycerides have gotten dangerously high due the changes occuring from the changes with my body. I am now on Vytorin to reduce these levels, which need to be normalized before treatment begins.

My nephrologist (kidney doctor) declined my request for an increase in my Lasix medication as it would affect my blood pressure, which is already low. This means I will need to spend more time off of my feet to help stop its spread.

TIP: When taking multiple medications, always verify with the doctor your entire medication list to make sure that none of them interact with each other adversely. Deaths and bad reactions have happened when this isn't followed.

TIP: If you cannot take a recommended medication, ask your doctor for a less effective but safer alternative. Do not expect your doctor to volunteer this information. For example, one doctor prescribed me Lipitor for my heart, only to hear from another doctor that it wasn't the best choice for me due to how it works.

Well, my Ativan is kicking in... time to go to bed.

Treatment Date Confirmed

I received confirmation that my treatment will begin on June 22nd. This puts my chemotherapy sessions around July 5th/6th, and a partial recovery by the end of August.

Once I get the offical schedule I will post it.

Attack of the Edema

To all those that have written me in the last few days -- thank you, thank you, thank you for your kind words. Knowing that you have friends in your corner while going through something like this means a lot and gives me strength. I hope to get back to each of you individually, but please forgive me if I don't, as I am up to my eyeballs in phone calls, doctors appointments and paperwork.

Until now, my edema (swelling) has been nothing more than a nuisance. Ever since my feet bloated in April it has steadily getting worse, moving up my ankles and legs.

The hot summer heat has accelerated the swelling and forced me to stay off of my feet when possible. It's a simple concept -- edema is fluid building up under your skin. It travels wherever gravity takes it. So when you are on your feet all day, your ankles and feet swell up like balloons. If you prop your feet up for a long period, it will run up your legs and into your midsection.

Because the edema in my feet and legs were getting severe, I decided to prop my legs up all weekend. Good news: This was successful in relieving my legs. Bad news: the fluid was into my groin and stomach area, causing stomach pains as the fluid was pressing on my intestines. :(

I will be contacting my nephrologist for another increase in my Lasix prescription.

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Contact Information

E-mail


My e-mail address is: . Note that during some periods of treatment I will not be well enough to get on the computer, so please bear with me for a few days to get back to you.

Instant Messaging


If you are on MSN, IM me at: 'tfazzone@hotmail.com'

A ton of paperwork



When battling a serious disease like amyloidosis, I have learned that the logistics of preparing for your treatment can be as complicated as treatment itself. For example, I have the following tasks to prepare for.

  • Finding a place to live in Boston near the hospital (not easy). Answering ads, looking at apartments
  • Finding a parking spot in the South End (I will be letting my mother use the car)
  • Calling my car insurance company to put my mother on my policy
  • Determining who will pack my belongings in my current apartment
  • Determining who will scrub and sanitize my new apartment
  • Determining who will be moving me to my new place (and when)
  • If a place is not found, where I will stay if treatment begins
  • Where my mother will stay until I find a new place
  • Taking time out to visit friends and family before I start chemotherapy
  • Working with insurance officials to make sure the coverage is approved
  • Getting an attorney to help create health care proxy and living will
  • Getting a dentist appointment for a teeth cleaning (I won't be able to for a while after the treatment)
  • Gathering and filling out paperwork for short-term disability
  • Setting appointments at sperm banks (chemo may make you infertile)
  • Determining special equipment / medical supplies needed at new apartment.
I need to get all of this in order in two weeks. :<

This seems like an impossible task, and occassionally I have doubts if I will able to take care of everything in time for my treatment. I am relying on family and friends to take on most of this load. So far I have had an amazing response from people close to me to help me get through this. And that takes such a huge burden off of my shoulders.

How I Found Out I Had Amyloidosis

One of the reasons why amyloidosis is so devastating is that there are usually no overt symptoms until the disease has progressed into an organ. Even then, when you go to a doctor it is the last thing that they check for, since it is so rare. Add to the fact that it hits older people will weakened organs, and you can see why the prognosis for amyloidosis is usually not good.

However, I think your body knows on a subconscious level it is not well, and will let you know it in mysterious ways.

In September 2004, I started feeling a little 'blah' and not myself. I would get tired and stress out easily. I didn't worry too much, as I blamed it on stresses present in my life during that time.

In mid-October 2004, I developed a severe case of what I know now to be heartburn. I'd never had heartburn before, so I has assumed that it was just a stomach ache. I started getting worried after a week or so after the pain was not going away. I had spent $1500 on a project management class that I fought to get though (I actually left halfway through the second day because the pain was so bad). After a few weeks of this my doctor suggested some over-the-counter heartburn medication, which did the job after a few days. Afterwards, I experienced some aching in my kidneys, which lasted over a week.

In November 2004, I experienced a relapse in the heartburn. I took some Prilosec and Zantac, which cleared the symptoms in a week. Afterwards, I got the same aching in the kidneys, which went away.

For the rest of the year, I never truly felt well. I would fatigue very easy, and had little energy. I went to the doctor in January to check on my thyroid levels. I had it checked about 10 years ago, when they discovered that I was marginally hyperthyroid, but not severe to perform any treatment. Now I suspected it was causing the issues I was having.

My doctor checked me out, but came to the same conclusion made 10 years ago: that I may be hyperthyroid, but not enough to cause the issues I might be having. That seemed strange to me, so I went and got a second opinion from an endicrinologist.

The endicrinologist concurred with my doctor, that there wasn't anything there that should cause the malaise. However, he put me on 5mg of methamazole in case I was sensitive to the slightly low T4 levels. I started medication in February.

In late February 2005 I started getting muscle cramps in my legs when I walked. It was a little strange, but I figured that it was a sign that I was sitting on my ass for too long and I needed to get more exercise.

The cramping continued throughout the rest of February and March. I just lived with it. There were no other symptoms that indicated that anything serious was wrong. However, I knew that I wasn't feeling right.

In early April, I had gone on a business trip to New York. After returning to my hotel one evening, I had discovered that my feet were very swollen. I was a little scared - maybe the thyroid medication was causing the swelling?

When I returned from my business trip, I called my endicrinologist and told him what was happening to me. He didn't believe that the medication would cause this issue, but he told me to stop taking it.

On April 12th, I saw my doctor, who saw the swelling and had some lab work done. It was discovered that I had proteinuria (excess protein leaking from my kidneys in the urine). At this time, the doctor suggested I go for more tests, as it may have been a kidney infection.

At this time, the edema (swelling) was getting worse. It had moved into my ankles and lower legs, which got me scared. On April 14th, I went to the emergency room at Melrose-Wakefield Hospital, which was literally down the street from where I live. A doctor there took a look at my recent labs, and consulted with a nephrologist (kidney specialist), who determined that I should see a specialist as soon as possible. None of their initial referrals would be able to see me for weeks, so I went back to my doctor, who referred me to a nephrologist in the network.

On April 22, I met my nephrologist, who conducted some more blood tests and checked for kidney stones. The results were inconclusive, but there was no doubt I had nephrotic syndrome. As a result, my nephrologist said that a kidney biopsy would be the way to be sure what was affecting my kidney.

On May 5th, I had the kidney biopsy, with no complications. At the time, the doctor thought it to be a kidney infection. As a matter of fact, on the day of the biopsy, the nephrologist performed one more blood test to verify that the protein levels were stabilizing, so that I would not need the biopsy!

On May 16th, I learned that amyloid deposits were found in my right kidney. The kidney was functioning normally, producing normal levels of creatinine, but deposits had found themselves in the glomerulus, causing the kidney to lose the ability to filter proteins from the blood. This was causing the edema.

At this point my doctor told me how serious amyloidosis was. It was scary to learn that this was not an issue with the kidneys, but my bone marrow, and there was nothing he could do for me. He gave me 10mg of Lasix to combat the edema, and referred me the Boston University School of Medicine, which is the leading facility in the world for treating this disease.

I did not take the news very well. I became extremely anxious and stressed out on this finding. Just two months ago, I was healthy short of a little muscle cramping, and now I am very sick with a bone-marrow disorder? Needless to say, I started to deteriorate mainly because of the stress. I lost my appetite, started to have anxiety attacks, and experienced issues with my entire gastrointestinal tract. My edema continued to grow, and my Lasix medication was increased to 40mg. I also was given 1mg of Adavan for anxiety. I had stress-related issues throughout the course of May.

On June 6, I began a three-day evaluation over the at Boston University Amyloid Treatment Center. I am fortunate to be a Boston resident, and did not have to make excessive travel arrangements -- the hospital is less than 15 miles from where I live. However, my mother came down for support, so we stayed at the Best Western in Roxbury due to its close location to the facility.

During the three days I had a number of tests including blood tests, echocardiograms, a bone marrow biopsy (not fun), chest x-rays, lung tests and more. I also had to provide a 24-hour urine and stool samples.

Saturday, June 11, 2005

The Gameplan (Treatment)

As I've mentioned, scientists know very little about the disease at this stage. They don't know why this happens in people other than it is a result of a chemical reaction in the blood.

Also, because of the rarity of the disease, research has been slow. Progress is being made on a patient-to-patient basis. It is quite possible that during my treatment doctors will learn a new technique or observation about the disease that may help future patients.

Doctors, resigned to the fact that they do not know how to cure amyloidosis, shifted focus in the early years to stopping its spread throughout the body (task: save or prolong the life of the patient!). There are many, many different approaches that doctors are taking to combat this disorder, each with various rates of success.

Most treatment options involve oral or IV chemotherapy with or without steroids. (You'll note that treatment is not much different than for cancer.) However, most of these treatments do not give favorable odds for a complete remission (CR). You want a complete remission and not a partial remission (PR), for as long as there are amyloid produced in your body, they may continue to be produced and affect the organs.

Due to my relatively good health and young age, the team over at the Boston University School of Medicine will attempt what I call "the nuclear option".

"The nuclear option"


My treatment will consist of two parts: High-dose chemotherapy combined with stem cell transplant(s). Here's what will happen (in a nutshell):


  • A catheter will be installed in my chest for stem cell collection.

  • Over the next few days, I will be given growth factor injections to dramatically stimulate white blood cell production. This will literally burst my bones to the seams as stem cells are released from my bone marrow. They will then be collected through the blood stream via catherer.

  • A little under a week later, I will be given high doses of IV chemotherapy for two days straight. When I mean "high doses" I mean a year's worth of chemo in two days. They will watch me for a day or two and send me home.

  • Two days later, they inject me which the stem cells they collected in the previous week. These cells will not stop the destruction of my blood cell count as the these cells are too immature.

  • A few more days pass while the chemo travels through my body, destroying all bone marrow and blood cells in its path.

  • About 4 or 5 days after my stem cell transplant, I will hit the nadir, or low point. At this time my blood counts will be at or around 0, and I will no longer have an immune system. They will rush me to the hospital at this time.

  • For the next week, I will be on a suite of 9 or more drugs: painkillers, anti-sickness drugs, antibiotics, growth factor injections to stave the body of infection as the stem cells deploy and start rebuilding the immune system. This is where I will be the most vulnerable, as the slightest infection can kill me.

  • I remain in the hospital until blood counts return to normal. I am then sent home.

  • I am checked every few days on progress. Sometimes a patient gets an infection and is sent back to the hospital for an extended duration.

  • Six to eight-weeks after the stem-cell injection, I should be able to walk around. I will not have much energy and need to avoid germs. I will be able to walk outside again, but only with a mask, and cannot be around people.

  • Three months after the stem-cell injection, I should be able to go back to work. I am still with a weakened immune system, and I will need to wear gloves and a mask when travelling outside. I should be able to get visitors by this time. Also, doctors will have a unoffical report on the success of the treatment.

  • Six months after the stem-cell injection, doctors will perform additional tests on me and determine the success of the procedure. If a complete remission (CR) is found, all I will need to do is do semi-annual checkups at BUSM to make sure that the amyloids stay in remission. Otherwise, if only a partial remission (PR) is found, they will wait another six months for my immune system to rebuild, then they will do the procedure all over again.



Usually they give you two attempts on treatment to halt the advance. If they are unsuccessful after two tries, then I will be in a bit of trouble.

Odds


Being a math-oriented person and an occasional poker player, one of the first questions was, "What are my odds of making it through and defeating this disease?" I can't settle for a PR, I really need a CR. So, based on trial notes and doctor's discussions, these are my odds based on my calculations.


  • Chance that I survive initial treatment:95%

  • Chance of complete remission after one treatment: 50%

  • Chance of partial remission after one treatment: 20-30%



If a partial remission is achieved, most patients have been known to live an additional 5-10 years.

If a 'complete remission' is achieved, there are unknown odds that I will get a relapse. There are also significant odds that the chemotherapy might weaken or destroy a body organ.

However, my doctors are confident that I will get through this.

Amyloidosis Overview

First off, I want to say that amyloidosis is a very complicated condition and consists of a family of diseases, each with its own ranges of severity, propogration, treatment and risks. Even I don't understand all of the details of my kind (primary amyloidosis). I will describe in very simplified terms about what I have, and I am sure that what a say probably won't be very accurate. So, if you are interested in more consise information about this disease I recommend you explore some of the links on my list that talk about the disease in more accurate detail.

Now that's out of the way, I'll give you a Cliff Notes version:

Amyloidosis


Amyloidosis is a protein disposition disease. It is a progressive disease that affects the operation various organs and body systems, which over time will kill the patient without treatment.

I cannot explain exactly how amyloids come to ruining your body without using multi-syllable medical terminology that would put you to sleep, so let's say that for some reason, the plasma cells in your body do not make an imbalanced amount of antibody 'chains'. They are normally created and processed by the body to make healthy proteins.

Now, when there are too many of a certain 'chain', something bad happens. The protein folds into what's called an amyloid. These amyloids are then released from the bone marrow into the bloodsteam and get deposited in various organs.

Have you ever accidently sat in a wad of chewing gum? If you have, you know how difficult it is to get it out of your clothes. This is a good analogy for amyloids; they are like 'chewing gum' in that they get stuck in various organs and cause the organ to stop functioning correctly.

There are many different types of diseases involving amyloids:

1) Primary Amyloidosis (AL): Involves the whole body system; produced in the bone marrow
2) Familial Amyloidsis: Genetic; produced in the liver
3) Secondary Amylodis (AA): Amyloid creation as a result of another condition, such as Rheumutoid Arthritis and other chronic diseases (Alzheimer's). Production is in the location of the disease.

I have the first one: Primary Amyloidosis (AL)

Some facts:

  • Amyloidosis is very rare (8 cases per million people)

  • Scientists do not know how or why the body creates amyloids.

  • Amyloidosis has been discovered in people all over the world, in various states of health.

  • Amyloidosis is usually a mid-to late-age disease, were most cases are found in people over 40.

  • There is no cure for amyloidosis, however, there are multiple treatments in studies which show promise for remission of the disease.


Welcome

My name is Tony. I'm a 32-year old guy living in the Boston area.

Last month, in May 2005, I was diagnosed with primary amyloidosis (AL), a rare bone marrow disease. This is a very scary time for me, as not much is known about this disorder, and there is no cure.

Before I begin, I want to explain why I am writing this blog:

  • First and foremost, to get all of my family and friends abreast with my progress. My response to the treatment will have a lot of ups and downs, and I want to make sure that everyone is informed.

  • As an amyloidosis patient, I feel like I have the responsibility to chronicle my experience for other amyloidosis patients so that they they do not feel alone. The stress and mental anguish that one goes through can be nearly as bad as the treatment, and sometimes it is very hard to cope. I've found that I am comforted when I talk with other people in my condition, and hope that I can provide the same comfort to others.

  • To provide everyone with an understanding of this disorder.

  • As a social gateway to the outside world. My treatment will leave me without an inadequate immune system for many months, and I will not be able to visit friends and places for quite a while.
My writing style will vary throughout my treatment, as the procedures (and drugs) may alter how I feel on a daily basis. One day I may be optimistic and witty, and the next day I might sound like the lyrics to a Cure single. I ask your forgiveness upfront for this manic-depressiveness. :)

During some periods of the treatment, I may be too sick to get out of bed, much less type on a computer. I have asked my 'step-parents' Walter and Janice Rue to provide updates during these times. Also, you may see posts by my mother Pat, who will be my caregiver during this procedure. I'm still working on teaching them how to blog, so please be patient as I get them up to speed!

Thank you for reading. Wish me luck.

Hi!



Here I am in mid-May 2005, just after I was diagnosed with amyloidosis. I've lost a little weight and I'm little stressed out, but other than some peripheral edema I am feeling fine.